Out with the Old...In with the New

As I watched the new CP's move in on Monday, I was reminded of my check-in day five months ago. I was terrified. I left the small town that had been my home for nineteen years and moved to a big city where I didn't know a soul. I learned to live and work with people I didn't know, who later became some of my best friends. I quickly transformed from a quiet girl who was perfectly okay with not saying a word all day to a girl who had conversations with complete strangers. I went from a closed-minded person to one who is more open to new things. I learned that it's okay to try new things. I also learned that the phrase, "you never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have" really is true. I grew to realize that it doesn't matter what a person looks like, what they wear, their background, or what type of music they listen to; it's what's on the inside that truly counts. I learned that even in the moments when I was completely alone physically, I was never really alone. In the hardest moments when I felt like giving up, I got a text or sweet letter from a friend. God used so many people to encourage and comfort me, and I appreciate their gestures more than they will ever know. I have watched myself grow and change so much over the past five months. I am now independent and more outgoing than I was (I'm still working on that). Coming down here forced me completely out of my comfort zone, which was exactly what I needed. I am so thankful that I have had this opportunity and could not have done this without the support of my family and friends. 

Now I am learning to adapt to new situations, as I have a new roommate and a new job. Due to unforeseen circumstances, I had two days to find a roommate and God provided! My roommate, Alicia, is such a sweet Christian girl. I'm now working merchandise at the Polynesian resort...it's not all that I had dreamed it would be but I'm still happy. I'm trying to meet new people which is hard, since I don't work with many CP's. However I know that in time I will make new friends.

I've gone through some hard days, especially here lately. Tuesday morning I woke up feeling very bad and achy. I was very afraid that I might have the flu, and I did. Tuesday night I wanted to come home so bad. In fact, I think that's the most homesick I have been since August. I just wanted to be in my own bed with my mama there to take care of me. I was so blessed to have Alicia to take care of me, as well as several friends check on me. 

Despite all the change and uncertainty, I still feel like I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be. Prayers as I am adjusting to these changes as well as making plans for future education are greatly appreciated. 

My fabulous new costume...haha 

The best part of working at the Poly (or maybe the worst)...Dole Whips!

Welcome Event